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Tag: caregiver abuse

A Yo-Yo of a Blood Pressure

me getting blood pressure checked at kidney doctor

About four or five years after my heart problems had climaxed, my blood pressure took a surprising turn.

My whole life my blood pressure had run so low we worried about me tripping over it.  This had always been concerning to Dr. Oster and my other doctors because with such a high heart rate and such low blood pressure it was too easy for me to go into hypovolemic shock.  In fact, one of the reasons I was admitted to the hospital so frequently was due to hypovolemic shock. We referred to it as bottoming out.

When I bottomed out, I would turn bluish-gray, get really clammy, and if I caught it myself before it got too severe, I would call for my own ambulance from wherever I was.  It was the worst when I wasn’t home and was in an embarrassing place. An embarrassing place was pretty much anywhere … Find Out What Happens Next

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Disabled? I Don’t Think I’m Broken

who cares if you're disabled when it's your birthday party, opening birthday presents at my 19th birthday party

I’d had a rough ride through childhood and had spent it going in and out of hospitals due to gastroparesis, an inability to maintain a normal heart rate and rhythm, blood pressure issues, frequent passing out, hypovolemic shock, frequent infections, and dehydration. For much of my childhood, I’d been dependent on an NJ tube for feedings. I’d been followed by an adolescent medicine doctor, a gastroenterologist, a cardiologist, a psychiatrist, a therapist, an infectious disease doctor, and a nephrologist (kidney doctor). It was a couple of days before my one-month follow-up with Dr. Green, the nephrologist, but on July 2nd I was celebrating my nineteenth birthday and I was also celebrating my graduation from high school and the end of my first year at Holyoke Community College. My family and I were too busy to worry about how disabled I was, we were celebrating two major milestones in my life … Find Out What Happens Next

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