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Being a Professional Patient is Hard Work

When you have any sort of severe life-threatening chronic illness, there is a terrible feeling of being at the mercy of the medical system.  If your doctor is in a bad mood it could be the end of your life. That is not an exaggeration.

I suffer from a disease called Small Fiber Autonomic Polyneuropathy, which is a very rare condition that most doctors have never even heard of, because of that I often get denied the proper treatment even though I know what the right thing to do is. The doctors don’t like to admit they don’t know something so they just plow forward with their ideas and I’m the one that gets hurt or sicker or almost dies (not an exaggeration, I’ve lost count of how many times I’ve almost died due to doctors who don’t know about my illness deciding they know more than me and going … Find Out What Happens Next

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Pituitary Tumor; A Pain in the Head

my neurosurgeon removing my pituitary tumor

Ever since I was ten years old I had carried a diagnosis of a chronic, incurable disease called gastroparesis.  Really my issues started at age eight and become undeniable around age nine, but back then everyone wanted to blame my GI symptoms on things like stress, control issues, behavior problems or even eating disorders. At that point, there was no mention of any pituitary tumor.

At age 19, I found out that I also had a brain tumor growing on my pituitary gland.   My kidney doctor, Dr. Green, had ran test after test on me, swearing she’d figure out what was wrong with me until on a whim she ran a 24-hour urine collection for cortisol and creatinine on me,

She didn’t expect to find much, as my blood levels of cortisol were normal, but she had exhausted all other options and knew something was wrong with me.  Dr. Green Find Out What Happens Next

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Missing a Safety Net: De-nial Not Just a River Anymore

Myself getting prepared for a long day of testing at Mass General Hospital with my mom who is my safety net waiting in the car

My Safety Net

My safety net was what my whole life manageable.  My life was pretty much one big medical issue. Luckily I had two parents and two brothers to support me.  My safety net was made up of two people, my mom, and my dad. 

They didn’t always make the best decisions for me, in fact, sometimes their decisions messed things up for me really badly, but they loved me 100% unconditionally and always tried their hardest to make the best decisions for me.

It all started when I was eight and began dealing with muscle fatigue, then when I was ten I first got diagnosed with gastroparesis (a paralyzed stomach) and had to have emergency surgery to have 2.5 inches of dead bowel removed and then had to have an NJ tube placed.   

My NJ Tube

An NJ tube is a tube that goes in through your nose … Find Out What Happens Next

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It’s Not Like its Neurosurgery…

in the middle of neurosurgery similar to the one I had to remove my pituitary tumor on my brain

As the holiday season was going into full swing and most people were worried about what presents they were going to get for their boyfriends or parents, I was busy worrying about my upcoming neurosurgery. Being sick and needing surgery was nothing new for me, but I had never had my brain operated on before.

At the age of ten, I’d been diagnosed with a chronic, degenerative form of gastroparesis, and as I got older it became evident that there was something further wrong with me as well, but no one knew exactly what. We certainly never had the idea that I had a brain tumor and would need neurosurgery to have it removed.

I spent my entire childhood, from 2001 to 2010 going in and out of hospitals for heart issues, blood pressure issues, hypovolemic shock, electrolyte issues, passing out, and complications from gastroparesis. When my blood pressure issues … Find Out What Happens Next

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